Ugh!

It's getting increasingly difficult to keep it together without going into a major panic attack.

I'm nowhere near where I need to be right now. I'm starting to freak out! And, I have to teach three classes this week, and trying not to completely fall apart.

This sucks!

I might have to start getting on the all-night schedule. It'll be terrible for my mental health, and for my teaching, but, what can I do? Seriously!

I don't know. I really don't know. I'll just keep going until I can't keep going anymore, and then try to push harder just a little bit more.

I really really hope I can get through this. I'm doubting in my abilities to get through this process in one piece. Heaven help me.